Go with the flow

You know, I've spent the whole night ruminating over my life. And I was hoping very much for salvation, in the form of an appointment to see spiritualist. But as fate would have it, my request for an appointment was refused. So here I am, bereft of all hope.
I feel a bit like Perakians now - buying into the dream promised by Anwar and Pakatan Rakyat, and then finding the rug pulled from under them with a change in govt no one wanted.
Now, there's no choice but to go with the flow and see where that takes you.